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[09 Dec 2007|01:02am] |
The rules are easy, just post 6 things that recently made you sad! Then tag 6 people and force them to post this on their LJs. Because it is bad. Everyone needs a little sadness once in a while.
1. stupidddddddddddd optimization in calc argggggggg
2. i still hate physics
3. isearch paper due in 2 weeks and i didnt make a movie yet and ochoa thinks i BSed my intro
4. IR paper due in a week about UN (whats UN?)
5. i need a job for christmas/ birthday gifts (and for gas)
6. relationship issues
7. my laptop broke too
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[07 Nov 2007|06:15pm] |
I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate physics.
so ive been planning my second semester classes:
AP Calc
Physics... honors or no? probably sticking with honors =[
Marketing
Adv. Video Production
Computer App- Web Design
Humanities II
Will u of m go for that?
Ahhhh but it sounds sooo fun, not to mention easyyyyyy
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[23 Oct 2007|11:40pm] |
my life is complete
- easy and fun classes
- acceptable grades (for senior year)
- friends
- best set of teachers thru hs
- car
- boyfriend
- money
- UNIVERSITY OF MICHIGAN !!!!!!
on an unhappier note
i drove down ridge today and passed by the haunted gyde road just to find out that warren and beck was not closed that morning. And i got to school at 6:30.
GYDE IS HAUNTED.
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[02 Oct 2007|07:22pm] |
1. reply with your name and i will write something i like about you.
2. i will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. if i were to apply an o'clock to you, i'll tell you what it would be.
4. i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. i'll tell you the most memorable moment i've had with you.
6. i will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. i'll then tell you something that i've always wondered about you.
8. put this in your journal.
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| I hate junior year. |
[13 Jun 2007|08:29am] |
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wow this year sucked. I feel like I was half-asleep through it. And now it's over, and I feel like I did not try my hardest at all in all my classes. Disappointing... oh well, I learned so many things about life:
- Sleep is soooo important.
- Stress feels horrible.
- When you feel really stressed out, put your life in perspective. How is a B really going to affect your life in the long run?
- AIM is really not that great.
- Freshmans can't keep secrets.
- Bring a camera everywhere.
- Skipping school is an option.
- I suck at math.
- I enjoy writing.
- I care more about learning than I thought I did.
- AP classes are not something to look forward to.
- U of M is a GREAT college.
- Some mean people can really be nice.
- Some nice people can be evil inside.
- Some supid people can teach me a lot.
- Some smart people actually know nothing at all.
- Grad parties are really boring.
- Coffee makes you think better.
- Gas is expensive!
- Do as little as possible to achieve your goals.
- Don't be a pushover. INDEPENDENCE rules.
- A B+ isn't that bad.
- Know who you can trust.
- Never tell more than 10 people who you like.
- Never pay for people, especially asians.
- And enjoy things or people's companies while you can because they can leave.
However, this year was a fun one. I got my license and was able to enjoy so much freedom, I almost couldn't handle it. A job, car, wireless, I'm surprised I didn't fail school. But I guess that's one reason why people say Junior year is a good one even when there's SAT, ACT, PSAT, AP, SAT II, and 30 page term papers. I'm SOOOOOO happy this year ended. But I really want to remember the good times I had junior year.
- Ann Arbor with Deanna and Jake and someone else
- Rides home with Brian
- Kerri's house and my most awkward moment
- Operation Bentley
- McDonalds with Jake
- Relay for Life
- Libary with Rohen and Kai
- Graduation
- Movie with Kevin and the whole paying him back stuff
- Phone convos with Matt
- Lunch with Kathy Lu and the group of asians
- Bball with Kevin Zhu
- Science Olympiad States and photo hunting
- Werner and downtown Ann Arbor
- Basically hanging out with Michelle and Amanda
- Shopping and phone convos w/ David Maycock and Priscilla
- Tutoring
- Jessica Liu and our poster
- Christmas...
- Snowboarding with Kevin Zhu
- My first job
- Sarah Smith in APE
- Driving with Simrit
- Texas Corral =)
- Picnics
- Facebook drama and quizzes
- Decline of Myspace
- Egyptian Ratscrew
My goal at the beginning of the year was to not ride the bus once and woohoo I accomplished that. I really love Brian. I went through so many BFF phases, where I only hang out with that person, but I think Brian and me stuck it through the whole year. We got so much closer from the car rides home. And I always got mad at him, but we still BFFs, 10000 fights later.
And yeah, I lost so many good friends too this year. Well I didn't loose them, but I definately don't hang out with them in the same way. It could be a good thing, because I met a whole new group of friends. But it isn't the same. I don't know. Hanging out with boys is so much more relaxing but you can't really share secrets with them, because they don't understand...
But i can always rely to some girls at least: Kathy, Stephanie, Michelle, Sarah Smith, Mandii yeah... I could name other girls, but it would be a lie because these were the only girls I felt like I can trust enough to share my thoughts. And I would think that is a mutual feeling... hopefully.
Boys didnt understand why I like this certain guy since the beginning of the year, and now I'm finally over him. =) =) Ahh he was cute.
And now, senior year... I can't imagine it without some of my BFFs and ... BFFKO. This week has been so lonely without them... Graduation was fun, but I hated it. I'm mad that they're leaving, and that I still have one fricking year at this place. But for some reason, I can't cry about it. Maybe I have a psychological disorder. Or maybe it's not really thaaat sad. They're just going to move less then 10 mile away.
Well I'm going to enjoy this summer as much as I can. I think I'm going to buy a journal, to actually preserve the memories. It's too bad everyone's leaving for the summer. Next year, I'm going to Ann Arbor every week. It costs gas money but they don't have cars and I have to preserve the friendships. They're worth it.
oh wow the last entry I wrote was at the beginning of the year, where I posted my classes. I was so excited for school then. How naive.
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| a little late... |
[01 Sep 2006|10:14am] |
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1. AP Prob and Stat- Guinta (S)
2. Spanish 4- Spiteri (P)
3. AP World History- Cowger (P)
4. AP English- Read (S)
B LUNCH (for the third straight year)
5. PreCalc- Edgerton (C)
6. Chemistry- McGrath (C)
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| this weekend |
[25 Jun 2006|12:27am] |
hmmmmmm... so this weekend was the first time my parents weren't home. i miss them =( so lonely here. but it was fun.
Friday night, kevin and brian came over. we watched some random shows. Brian was being horny and perverted, and kevin walked in like he owned the place. typical boys. so we did some stuff... no comment. and then kevin had to leave, and i was stuck with brian. he left at 2, and i fell asleep.
and saturday morning, i took the SATs. it was stupid. then i had a party with michelle, kerri, sue, tiffany, amanda, kevin, kirk, victor, kim, althea, brian, miliza, and i think thats all. it was so crazy. we watched wedding crashers, which i already saw, so it was pretty boring. and then we had a water balloon fight. it was crazy and everyone got wet. kevin decided to lock everyone out of the house, so i almost soaked his car. and then we locked all the boys. and brian freaked out. i went outside to "distract" michelle while she got food which kirk was making. and i saw kevin like, killing my white shirt, so i started hosing him down. and he attacked me and we wrestled for the hose. but then brian comes and wants us to wash his hands. his hands were near his crotch, so i hosed there, and he became pissed at me for hosing his crotch. he lunged at me and we started fighting. then he took a bucket of water and splashed it all on me. so i tried to "defend" myself my blocking him. I tired pushing him down and he started fighting. i dunno, it was stupid. so i went into the house and locked him out. he started banging on the window, really really hard. he wanted to get in to get dressed, so i said id get it for him. he was like "no no i want to get it. let me in." BANG BANG BANG! yeah, like i was going to let him in. so i got his crap, but he still wanted to come in. so i pretended to call the police. he actually believed me. and then we finally let him in and he left.
then we watched the 40 year old virgin, but i didn't really watch it cause i had to clean up the mess we made outside. then, i dunno, victor and tiffany and miliza and kim came. We went outside, talked, played frisbee, basketball... it was fun.
so then everyone left, and i cleaned up all the mess. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... im so tired.
next time, i promise i will never invite brian to my house w/o another person with me. he could go crazy and actually kill somebody.
*sigh* i miss my family. why couldn't sarah come.
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| I have West Nile!! |
[22 Jun 2006|08:50am] |
"It is estimated that about 20% of people who become infected with WNV will develop West Nile fever. Symptoms include fever, headache, tiredness, and body aches, occasionally with a skin rash (on the trunk of the body) and swollen lymph glands. While the illness can be as short as a few days, even healthy people have reported being sick for several weeks."
yayy i know why i feel like crap these days.
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[10 Jun 2006|01:09pm] |
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if anyone has noticed, these livejournal entries now are very... how should i say it... emo!!! its so sad. summer's coming soon and everyone is down in the dumps.
but i have to say, i feel just as sad as you guys. so much drama, i hate my parents, fucking recitals coming up, ewww i hate my spanish teacher, my brother is a bitch, lame finals, but still, im ok
cause all this is going to end and we have so much fun to look forward too. and no matter how bad this is, just think about next year. haha yeah i don't think thats helping.
and if we're going to commit suicide now, what about next year, when we have Honors and AP classes, and our grades will probably be worse than now. what will we do then?? ok ill stop.
but you know, were very strong, and even though you think this is all you can take and that if you hear another bio term you'll go crazy, you can always do more. because if we're all going to go crazy before junior year, how come theres so many sane people walking around. they probably went through the same things, maybe even worse, and they made it with their minds intact.
so this is life, and it'll keep getting worse. yeah it may sound really bad, but this is really how we mature. in a year or two, we'll look back and we'll probably say, "wow i was a baby in sophomore year. crying about a stupid finals week." cause next year, we'll discover each more potential in us, but we'll uncover harder and more stressful times.
but that doesn't mean we're going to give up. right guys?
This is a great song:
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me
So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on
Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Lean on me...
A random statement that has nothing to do with the philosophical things i said up there:
I really think that the late night convos helped me through this year. since im too busy to write in journals, and i don't talk to my parents anymore, its a great outlet to all the problems. sophomore slumps suck, but the junior guys (brian, kirk, kevin, i guess david now?)are sweet. =D i guess i was "leaning" on them. oOk laaaame.
ps. you know, its a good thing they don't use livejournal cause this is too mushy.
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[25 May 2006|04:57pm] |
I saw him on trl
and it was the highlight of my week
I need a girl to see this with me cause guys are a little annoying right now.
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| CCChhhhiiiNNaAa |
[20 Feb 2006|05:42pm] |
so... my dad is at this interview for a job in CChina, and if he gets it, were moving... errrrrrrrrr... well that and if the pay is gooood. yep.
and im sick... people in school are so contagious... *sarah cough cough
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[15 Feb 2006|04:48pm] |
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SAD SECTION.
Ever really cried your heart out?: Sure
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Sure
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: No
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: not yet
Do you cry when you get an injury?: the worst injury I had was jamming my toe, and nope, i didn't cry
Do certain songs make you cry?: no... im not a crier
HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: yeah
Do you wish you were happier: yeah... it helps your abs
Can music make you happy?: always <3
LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yeah dying isn't really that bad...
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yeah...
HATE SECTION.
Who do you actually hate?: my spanish teacher
Ever made a hit list?: haha... 6th grade...
Have you ever been on a hit list?: dunno... but im still alive
Are you a mean bully?: to some people
Do you hate George Bush?: if i actually knew him, i think the answer would be yes
SELF ESTEEM SECTION.
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: sometimes
Do you believe in yourself?: it varies
Are you good looking, do you deny you are?: ---
Do you wish you can be someone else?: yah
LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: red/black
Whats your natural color?: Black.
what is your eye color?: Dark brown.
Current Piercings?: ears
Straight Hair or Curl?: Straight
CURRENTLY WEARING.
What shirt are you wearing?: snowboarding shirt
Shorts: jeans?
Shoes?: socks?
Necklace(s): Nope
THIS OR THAT.
Rock or rap: Rock
Coffee or Hot Cocoa: Hot cocoa
Wild Night out or Romantic Night: both are great
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Hummer or Sports Car: Sports car
Bracelet or Necklace: necklace
History or Science: History (ewwww... science)
Sleep in or Early to rise: Sleep in
Beach or Boardwalk: Beach
Hoodie or Tee Shirt: both are good
Night or Day: Night.
High School or college: college
California or Florida: California, but Florida is good too
Simple Plan or Good Charlotte: thats a hard one
Love at first sight or Learn to Love: Love at first sight
HAVE YOU EVER.
Hugged someone?: fo sho
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: yup
Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?: all the time
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: heh... no
Got in a fight with someone? yeah
THE LAST.
person you talked to in person?: seily
person you talked to online?: bryan
person you talked to on the phone?: pricsilla
drink?: lemonade
last time you had a shower?: yesterday
RANDOM.
Do you like surveys: i guess
What kind of shampoo do you use?: loreal
Do you get along with your parents?: ehhhhhhh... yeah
Are you old enough to vote?: nope
Do you have mental breakdowns? i dunno.. maybe
Do you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school?: yeah
CURRENT.
-Current Mood: bored
-Current music: Academy Is
-Current hair: normal
-Current Annoyance: psych
-Current Longing: food
-Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing: study for psych
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[10 Feb 2006|05:01pm] |
Are we growing up or just going down
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
take our tears and put them on ice
I'd burn this city down to show you the light
- Fall Out Boy
Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be her
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
So don't be a liar,
don't say that "everything's working"
when everything's broken.
And you smile like a saint
but you curse like a sailor
and your eyes say the joke's on me.
-Dashboard Confessional
yeah... now im even more bored... ill go watch Friends
SAT today...
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[31 Dec 2005|12:23pm] |
oh and one more thing
find out what i want to do when i grow up... stupid plan test told me nothing
=D thats all
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| Resolutions |
[31 Dec 2005|12:21pm] |
1. get fricking taller (like maybe 5 inches)
2. eat healthier (lesssssssssssssssss fries)
3. get As
4. do hw first thing i get home/ no procracination
5. swim more often (running from time to time is ok)
6. get a 2-4 pack (haha... not going to happen)
7. get 5s on AP test/ 4s good too
8. ummmmmmm... actually listen in Chinese School and SAT class
9. make a movie
10. learn how to play the guitar/drums
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| Christmas |
[06 Dec 2005|06:18pm] |
im putting $50 on presents and thats it... that includes friends and yeah, my mom wants me to give teachers gifts too... ummmmmm
so anyways, my parents aren't getting me anything special this year... they're "too poor" yet my dad bought a HUGE tv today... and it is HHHHUUUUGGGGEEEE. Now we have 6 tvs, what a waste of money. *sigh*
i think sarah should get mrs. daddow a gift if she wants her to like her... but i don't think she will... its just a suggestion =D
so i don't know if i should have a bday party cuz kerri's having one on the 17th or w/e and the next week is Christmas Eve!!! maybe on 23rd. cuz 22nd is the apac buffet, and i'm definately going cuz i love buffets... haha. michelle and tiffany and sue better go too
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[29 Nov 2005|05:59pm] |
I disappeared from MySpace... how does that happen????????????
I can't even log in... and i can't find myself in Michelle's friend's list... scary...
all right, i'm going to get a new one if it REALLY did disappear
or ill just boycott it cuz its so rude and just deletes people off
yeah...
oh yeah, i debated today... i was totally surprised, but it went well
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| YK |
[20 Nov 2005|06:00pm] |
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YK is pretty fun after all.
we got to U of M
we go to YK
we play the name game
we eat skittles and talk about ourselves
we do skits
we talk
we're done
we found out the drivers got tickets for parking 9 min. too long
we walk to bubble island
we eat bubble tea and play taboo
we go to starbucks
we throw paper towls into tiffany's stall (haha, best time of my life)
we buy more drinks
and we leave
took up half my day
and then i worked on my debate proj. with Krissy and that took up the other part
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